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it has almost been a month since me and ryan have not been together...i hope he is having fun, actually i know he is...he has girls all over him...but i give up...
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[16 Aug 2005|11:19pm] |
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I LOVE YOU RYAN!!!!
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[16 Aug 2005|11:17pm] |
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Ryan is back, im so happy that he is here again. Well i have to go to bed now...but here is something funny...
PANTYHOSE QUIZ
Q: How many animals can you fit into a pair of pantyhose?
Now, think about it......
Ready???
ARE YOU SURE??
Answer:
10 little piggies, 2 calves, 1 ass, and an
unknown number of hares.
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[30 Jul 2005|11:45pm] |
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I miss Ryan so much...but i will be able to see him, the earliest on Aug. 11 and the latest prob Aug 14...i can hardly wait...I want my baby to come back home. i love him and have been waiting a long time to see him. Well i am just counting the days... You never realize how much you love someone till you are away from them for a while. Now i know i really love him...I love you Baby!!
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| i am obsessed with these songs lately... |
[18 Jul 2005|10:06pm] |
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Artist: Simple Plan
Song: Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Artist: Goldfinger
Song: Counting the days
So here I go and there you went...again
Just another stupid thing that I done wrong.
Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for dead
With all those brilliant things I should have said.
I gotta get away, and find something to do
'Cause everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.
Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Day one, was no fun.
Day two, i hated you.
By day three I wish you'd come right back to me.
Day four, five and six, well I guess you just don't give a shit.
Day seven, this is hell. this is hell.
I gotta get away, and find something to do.
But everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.
Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days since you left me. 1,2,3,4...
Still counting the days since you've been gone.
A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now.
A thousand things I wanna say...
A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now.
A thousand things I wanna say...
Still counting the days I've been without you.
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days since you left me 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Gone...
Gone...
Gone...
Gone...
I miss you so much Ryan...I want you to come home really soon...i am leaving in 23 days to see you!!! i love you!
IT IS RAINING OUTSIDE I WISH RYAN WAS HERE WITH ME TO SEE IT!
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[11 Jul 2005|11:38am] |
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well the past 2 weeks I havent been here. i was in yuma with my sister. My whole family went to Sea World a few weeks ago. It was fun. I havent really been up to much. Just trying to keep myself busy considering Ryan is gone. He has been gone about a month and i have another month to go without him. I wish it wasnt that way. I really want to see him. He called me like a week ago so i got to talk to him for maybe 5 minutes. I also got a letter that was 5 pages long talking about what he has been doing there such as going into the gas chambers. (sucky)... so i wrote him back and sent some pics of what i have been up to all summer. well this is all im going to write for now.
I love you so much Ryan!
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[12 Jun 2005|06:21pm] |
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i havent written in here at all lately. i do have a lot more time to but i just havent. Ryan is gone now he has been gone for a week. he will be gone for at least 2 more months. well i have been working lately and stuff and i dont really have anything else to write about, bye guys...
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| last day of school |
[02 Jun 2005|08:52am] |
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This is my last day of school. Ryan was going to leave tomorrow but he is going to leave sunday night instead. So i think we are going to go and see a movie. But anyways i am in english right now and i have nothing to do, and the teacher is crazy. well i am going to go play a game now i will write more later.
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[01 Jun 2005|09:06am] |
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well yesterday we (me and Ryan) wanted to go to the indoor wavepool and we looked it up the night before to see how late it was open. it said that it would be open till 10 pm so we went. when we got there then they told us that it would be closing in 20 minutes and this was at 4:00. so we went to the mall, we were going to see a movie but no good ones were playing so we were going to go and have a picture drawn of us. The sign said that tuesday they werent going to be there. Therefore nothing really went right. We to the pet store and i got peppermint food and we headed home. we then went swimming. That was fun. Ryans friends showed up so he hung out with them too. I think he may spend the night tonight if his parents let him and then tomorrow after work i am going to his house to stay the night because he leaves early friday morning to go to oklahoma for bootcamp and i am going to go to say bye to him (he will be gone for 2 1/2 months). It hasnt felt like we have been together for almost 6 months. Time goes by so fast. Well i better go now i am in history class.
P.S.
I love you Ryan
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| i miss ryan a lot |
[16 May 2005|10:57am] |
well i didnt get to see ryan yesterday, he came over yesterday for not even five minutes to get his stuff. he was going to go to the skate park and said that he had to be home by 7:00 and would come to my house after he got back. Well he got home an hour late and then later his mom was going to go to the store, he was going to go with her and go to my house to hang out for a bit. his mom left without him though because he was at his neighbors. so i didnt get to see him. today he is not at school so i dont get to see him today either. and i cant see him after school because i work. i will see him tomorrow though (hopefully) because i dont work. well i better go i will write some more another time...
I love ryan so much...and i miss him... a lot too...
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[04 May 2005|11:31am] |
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i dont have anything t write, i dont have anything exciting to say. nothing has really happened. i work today and i wanted to hang out with ryan yesterday but he never called me so i assume that he just didnt want to hang out and had other things that he wanted to do. i know he hung out with some of the people over there. so yeah i hope he had fun. i told him that i could drive other there if he wanted to hang out with me, but he didnt call me and tell me that, but did other things instead. im not mad, i am just kind of upset that ALL of my freetime is for him, but when i have free time then he doesnt always want to see me. i know he is leaving in a month and i want to see him before he leaves. but i also know that he has friends and other things to do...i dont really have that option...maybe i am just jealous...well bye for now...
I Love you Ryan, even if i dont
always show that i do...
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[29 Apr 2005|11:09am] |
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well i am in mitchells class again and i am very annoyed. Christine is not in here so i cant really talk to her, i think that she is taking a test at CAC for english 101 next year. People in here are being very annoying today, more so than usual. Mitchell told me to do some stupid letter and she made me do it like 3 times, so gay. i am upset, i wanted to hang out with Ryan today at luch because we have off campus, but we have different lunches so that didnt work. Since Christine isnt here then i am going to go with Melissa and Randi. I hope i can see Ryan this weekend. i miss not hanging put with him very much. Well i am going to go play solitair now...
P.S.
I love Ryan so much!!
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[25 Apr 2005|11:13am] |
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well on friday on the bus there was a fight and i got hit. (by this guy) and then he tells the cops that he hit me because I took his hat and put perfume on it so that someone else could "catch it on fire" so yeah and i dont even carry perfume on me. Well anyways so yeah that is just a lot of crap. Ryan is mad and wants to beat him up because he hit me. the rest of the weekend was good though because i got to see ryan a lot. well yeah i got my bed on saturday and ryan got to sleep with me that night. so i was happy. well i am going to go, there isnt much else to say...bye for now people...I Love You Ryan!!!
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[18 Apr 2005|11:07pm] |
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[18 Apr 2005|11:17am] |
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well we don't have anything to do, but that isn't new...i am going to talk about my weekend though. Friday I stayed the night at Ryans house, it was cool. Then saturday I went to the Tattoo Show with Ryan and my parents. We were only there for like a hour or so because I had to go to work at five, also it took about 30-40 minutes to get back. Then I went to work, and since it was a saturday we closed at 10 pm so I was there till almost 11 pm. My mom picked me up and I stopped by the house to drop her off. Then I went to pick up Ryan. He stayed the night at my house. Sunday my mom went to this place to stop smoking. She got back around two pm and we went out to eat for my birthday. Christine and Ryan went with along with my neighbors and grandma. We went to Ponchos and while we were there, there was this lady that kept looking at me and Ryan like we were crazy. It was kind of funny. When we sat down to eat, the waitress spilled soda on my neighbor, it was funny (because he is an annoying 14 year old that thinks that he is cool) Well i opened some presents and then we went to Game Works. Me Ryan and Christine went on the Sky Pirates game, I love that game it is so fun. We went around and played some other games, and went to play Sky Pirates again. This time we played with my brother and neighbor. I really think my neighbor is gay, he almost licked my boyfriends head and he also talks about how some guys are attractive. Me and Ryan decided that we wanted to play games for tickets. So thats what we did with the rest of the money that we had on our cards. We ended up getting 1,119 tickets. It was awesome. We then went home and after a while I opened presents and had cake. I have pics from Sunday and I will post them when I have time to do so. I got the cutest shirt from Ryan... Maybe I will take a pic of it and put it on here as well. I am also getting a bigger bed!! I am so happy about taht...Well I don't really have much else to say so I am going to go now. The last thing I want to say is... I love you Ryan... more than anything!!!
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| This is the paper that i am turning into the teacher for the stage mania event... |
[15 Apr 2005|11:25am] |
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all of you should read this and tell me if it sounds good or what i should fix...
Stage Mania
Battle of the Bands, Stage Mania was on April 2, 2005. This event was from ten A.M. to eight P.M. Also it was for all kinds of people, also for people of all ages. This event was put on by Florence High School’s “That one Club.” Honestly, this event was not as much of a success that people had hoped for. The Battle of the Bands was not as big of a success because the rules were not followed, there were not many people, and jobs were not given to some of the staff.
The ways that the rules were not followed is that there were people that were walking around with halter tops and spaghetti straps on. The deal was that the dress code was going to be G rated and school appropriate. Many people did not follow this. Also when some of the bands and rappers were up on stage they cussed. This as well was not going to be tolerated, yet nothing happened to those people that used that language. Another example of the rules not being followed is that there was going to be no moshing. Many people made a mosh pit and were hitting each other. The people that were there (the security) did not do anything to stop this from happening, and some people did get hurt.
The population of people attending the Stage Mania event was not very high. We had too many food vendors and facilities for the amount of people that attended. Some people in That one Club stated that too many facilities and food vendors would be attending. The reason why some of the members thought this was because there would not be a long time to promote the event, and this is a small town and not many people want to come this far for an event that they have not heard of far enough in advance.
Some staff members attending the Stage Mania event were not given jobs to do. They just sat there waiting for something to happen. The staff members came early and many of them sat around for quite a while. Some people did not do anything all day that was for the event. On the other hand, some people had many jobs that they had a hard time taking on. Some of those jobs should have been given to other staff members and people in the class.
The Stage Mania was not a huge success. Some rules that were set were not followed, not many people came and some people from the staff were not given jobs. The way that this event could have been more of a success is, it could have been more organized. A schedule for the people that were supposed to work would have made this event more successful. People in the class would have not been left out of the event, and would have not just seemed like “another face in the crowd.”
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[14 Apr 2005|11:32am] |
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well i am in my fourth hour and the teacher isnt here, we have a sub. Ms. Mitchell is the one that is not here. So yeah and then the sub was talking about how she is going to be fired and is not going to be here next year because she doesnt teach anything and because she is a bad teacher. she is an ENGLISH teacher and she doesnt even know how to spell cancelled, she spelled it canceled. (on our stage mania tickets) Today i have to work, and i think i am going to go to subway before i go to work, i have been wanting that lately so yeah. i am really bored and i do not know what to talk about. I am going to start adding on to what i was writing yesterday. Ms. Mitchell is here today and she said that she is not coming back next year, but she said that it is not because she got fired. I do not believe it. If they do not renew her thing to stay then obviously she is getting fired. She keeps on talking about how she spend a lot of money and time on the battle of the bands and now she is just going to leave. And then she was like well the stage mania event will NEVER happen again because they will not let it happen and they wouldnt be able to pull it off anyways. Anyways she is quite annoying and i think that a lot of people are happy that she isnt going to come back. I have to tell my mom because for a while she has wanted her to get fired because she isnt a teacher. she doesnt teach anything, like right now i am on the computer. yeah when a problem happened with a kid in the class cussing and stuff(Johnny) she just sat there and the teacher NEXT DOOR came in and tried to stop it, isnt that sad? well i am going to change the subject now.
Tonight we are going out to dinner and i think Ryan is going with us...i have to go i will write more later bye people
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Well today I took the math part of the AIMS test. I do not know how I
did, but yeah I was in the same room as Ryan and after a while he fell
asleep and started snoring, it was funny, but he is so cute. Well
moving on, I finally got my pictures on the computer from the battle of
the bands, for some reason it wasn't working till now, so yeah I think
I am going to post them so you can see them. I took a few videos too
but i don't think that they can be put in here, and if they can be then
I do not know how to do that. At the dinner table today my sister (she
is 12) called my brother a jerk. If I would have done that I would have
gotten in trouble. So stupid. Well I have to get off the computer soon
so I am going to try to post those pictures...
( battle of the bands... )
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